6-Months!!!!! It's really quite amazing how much I have changed over only a course of half a year; I went from an extremely shy awkward teen that would spend his nights playing video games by himself, to an outgoing happy passionate .. teen still a teen! And now I am able to test my boundaries without fear of a negative outcome (i.e. girls would freak me out), as I would envision the worst possible thing that could happen (I essentially would over think things like that scene in Death Note where L and Light are over thinking things to a ridiculous level), and that even by starting a conversation with anyone I did not know would end up badly (prolly a little fallout from my bullying trauma way back). I am hard working now, school is a higher priority (got the best mark on a chem unit test in the class today!! So yay!), which is also why I haven't been doing as much art as I used to, and there is just so much more. I can pretty much do anything and everything without fear of t6-Months!!!!! by Maskedia
Life ChangingUpdate:Life Changing by Maskedia
I wrote a short story on my bullying, just so you guys can understand a little better why I am so happy. My bullying was unique, well I don't know if that is true, but I feel like it was, and writing the story I re-went through everything I live through those six years ago. It made me emotional, that's for sure. I had flashes of anger, sadness, and grief while writing this, it made me realize what I was going through during those 5 years of which I was not being bullied was almost like a sort of depression, now I do not want to be over dramatic here, but I think it was depression because of the contrast between the feelings I had; before everything was confusing to me, people didn't make sense to me, I rarely hung out with friends, and I would hide my emotions to everyone (including my parents). Now, I am suddenly like a new person, and I do not care what people think if I go to school with a very different haircut or just change
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Self taught, been drawing since I was about 3 yrs old.
I specialize in the abstract and surreal genres
I have 3 passions - Trees, tentacles, and skulls.
Hobbyist crocheter - I do take commissions for blankets/scarves/hats/etc.
Music inspired most of my older, more colorful abstract works.
Rock and metal all the way. Coheed and Cambria & Chevelle fanatic.
Coffee fiend and lover of liquor
Retro video game and comic book geek
Love to cook as much as I love to eat. Total foodie.
Mom to the two raddest chicks on the planet - kittykitkit102 and fakechowder Check out their art if you get some time.
I do and say what I want, so if you are easily offended, I make no apologies.
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